… checking the front door lock 5 times before going to sleep
… knowing that even though times are tough, I made the right decisions about my life
… my husband holding my hand in the middle of the night after a bad dream
… knowing my parents will help us if it gets to that point
… knowing my parents still believe in me and know there is only so much I can do right now
… even though I don’t have people here to socialize with, I have Twitter and blog friends to share recipes and funny stories with
… watching too many episodes of The Office to keep my mind off things
… knowing our close friends had a healthy and beautiful baby girl today and Mom is doing wonderful
… talking to my mom
… husband cleaning up the kitchen for me after a bad day
… doing something. Anything at all to get me out of the apartment
… sweet tea
… knowing that when we do have kids, Mr. A will be a wonderful dad
… already knowing what type of dogs we are going to get and what their names are
… Mr. A loving law school
… Mr. A being good in law school
… knowing we get to move to a city we love in 3 years
… telling myself I am doing everything I can at the moment
… wine. In any form.
… making plans. This weekend. Next month. Christmas.
… reading blogs and finding connections with people
… looking through wedding pictures and wishing I could relive that day
… sitting on the couch. Husband next to me. Spending quality time together. Not wanting this moment to end.